Hi everyone,
I love this fandom, and every last one of it fans! I need help finding a fic. that I read a long time ago, and can't seem to find.

Jensen has been abused in one way or another during his time on every TV show he's been on (emotionally, physically, sexually). He has severe PTSD, and uses drugs, and other self-harming tactics to cope, and ( Read more... )

1. I for some reason copied and saved this part of a summary/author's notes to a fic I wanted to read but managed to not save the title, author, or link. :-P So if this excerpt seems at all familiar to anyone, I'd greatly be obliged.
I'd also love reading any similar fics, namely Jared(Sam) in an abusive relationship/domestic abuse situation where ( Read more... )

General:1) Dean is devoted to Castiel (he could be an angel, a demon, another person/hunter or some other creature) for some reason. Castiel could send him on jobs that have Dean massacring Vampire nests or killing werewolves or anything really. Castiel role with Dean is something like a kind mentor / loving employer - or they could be in a ( Read more... )

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I'm looking for a Destiel fic, the longer the better (over 20k if possible), where either Dean or Castiel has some form of mental health problem? It doesn't even have to be, like, diagnosed; just maybe where one of them is sort of messed up, y'know? Anything really, PTSD, schizophrenia, depression... loads of angst, but with a happy ending of ( Read more... )

Good morning! I glanced through the OCD tag, but didn't manage to find my request. I'm looking for a fic where one of the boys, Dean or Sam, has some sort of OCD affliction. I'd like it to be canon as possible, just with this added illness . It can be gen or Wincest. Does anybody know if a fic like this has been written before?

Thank you!

Hi there! I'm looking for any story you can rec me in which Sam loses touch with reality, hallucinates and doesn't know what's real any more. I'm not looking for mental illness fics per-se, I just want some off-the-deep-end Sam due to a curse, drugs, PTSD, torture, memories of Hell, hallucinations of Lucifer after the cage, anything where Sam loses ( Read more... )

1. Werewolf Fics. I want some action stories involving werewolves! Preferably alpha John, Dean, JDM, or Jensen, but not required. I would like them to be werewolves but not all of them have to be. All pairings accepted. I have already read Hunter of the Shadows (by skagtrendy) stories so please don't rec those.
2. Mental Illness!Sam. Sam with PTSD or any ( Read more... )

I'm trying to locate a fic where Dean has had a kind of compulsion to work out mathematical problems in his head when he's anxious. Due to a spell or a curse Sam cannot help but hear his thoughts and it annoys him.

Thanks in advance.

So, I usually try to avoid sounding so dramatic but my life lately has been incredibly hard. to be honest I'm cracking a little under the pressure and lately supernatural and spn fic is really the only thing that actually distracts me. For that reason I was hoping that all you wonderful people can help me find more to read! You have never ( Read more... )